The Song


While I was listening, iTunes were in shuffled. Then, I suddenly heard this song for numerous times and I always interrogated myself, “what is torete by the way?” Wherefore, I searched the meaning of that song entitled as itย is, “Torete.” Afterwards, I laughed at myself for searching for this word cause it suited my situation. For the first time of my life. Yeah, first, He was too lucky to be my “first love”…? Until now, I can’t define the meaning of “love,” although some of them already reciprocated to my question of what’s the difference of “like” from “love.”

I always ended myself from liking, not loving. Ugh, I’m really confused.



Today, I do mean was… Earlier this day, my brother and I went to a gym because there was a “free” session, so it was meant for me since he was already a member there. We took a subway that would go directly to “Boom Fitness,” however, I think there was a maintenance, so we landed at Grand Central station and just walked to our destined place.

I was wearing shorts then, because we were going to the gym since I don’t have any jogging pants with me; we walked 10 blocks more cause we’re at 43rd and we should be at 33rd. My brother and I walked fast, seriously fast… Well good for me then, but ugh. When we got there, I gave my id to be recognized then start some cardio exercise, stretching, weights, and so whatever. I really missed this, I usually do this when I was back in the Philippines.

I was dreaming then of having a collarbone, I just did have today. What I’m dreaming now is to be fit and healthy… Hehehe. Nothing comes easy, I do mean is that no pain no gain, lol. Seriously, I was fatter when I was in elementary and high school.

Anyway, when my brother and I were already finished, we went home. So, we got out of that gym and went to the subway station. However, we went to the wrong way, I just realized it when we already swiped our card. We must went down at the uptown not downtown. What was my brother thinking at that time. So we just walked 10 blocks more in that breezy cold night, 3 degrees Celsius and I was wearing shorts (shorts for gym), and it shivered me. When we were at the bust station, we got our transfer, and we waited for several minutes. I was really cold that time. We waited for a long time, and I think after 20 minutes, yes, the bus came. Woohoo. The sad part was that, the bus was full packed. Saturdays… Psh.

At least we went off the bus one street away from our flat. Hehehe. I really had a great time with my brother. Another bonding time. ๐Ÿ™‚

16 Handles

My brothers and I went for a walk for a while and dropped by a frozen yogurt stall, at 16 Handles, just located near our flat. 16 Handles, where you could choose anything you want. They have variety of favors , not just that, they also have add ons, like: crushed Oreos, fruits, and likewise.

Before we added/put our wanted favors to our cups, we asked the girl who worked there if we could have a free taste, so she gave us 3 small cups. We pushed the thing and tadaaaa, a frozen yogurt came out. Afterwards, we added some add-ons and then we weighed it, since the price varied on how heavy it were.

This was our first time, as siblings, to take for a walk alone and I would already call that as “bonding.”

Midnight thoughts

It’s already 2am, and I’m here, blogging…

December should be a merry month for me because it’s my birth month and because of Christmas. However, it’s the opposite for now. I can’t find happiness since I got here. I really don’t know what happened to me. It seems that recently I only do fake smiles, I think…? *sigh*

I do really hope that on my birthday I’m not that this sad anymore…

Black Friday

My first ever Black Friday last November 29, Friday (obviously) was fun!!! Absolutely. Why? Because it was my first time to buy apparels and shoes in no time, I mean like, super duper shopping. Hehehe.

We went to Jersey Shore in New Jersey (duh). My brother’s friends picked up us in our flat at 4am. Actually, I only slept for an hour or two hours? Who cares, anyway? As we’re going there, yep, I was sleeping (sleep deprived!!!).
We arrived at Jersey Shore Premium Outlet at around 8am. We first took pictures…
After the picture taking, tadaaaa! Shopping! ๐Ÿ™‚ We went on different factory stores, stalls where we could buy what we needed and wanted. It took us 4 hours on shopping there.
Here were some pictures of us after…
We finished shopping around 1pm, however we drove off to Atlantic City, which was really unexpectedly at around quarter to 2pm.
We arrived at Atlantic City, I was unconscious cause I was sleeping. We arrived there around 3pm. We parked our vehicle in the parking lot, wherever it was.
Imageย Imageย Picture taking was always a must. It was a good memory to be remembered.
Then, we went inside the Bally’s.ย Image
Afterwards, we walked through the Boardwalk
and we reached the Tanger Outlets. We went to Toys ‘R Us because tita Cory was looking for something. But, she never found anything she wanted for the Christmas gifts for the children in the Church. Somehow, I bought a Nike shoes that I bought at Nike Factory Store. ๐Ÿ™‚ I love sales! The sneakers that I bought was pretty amazing and gorgeous. โค
Anyway, we went back afterwards at our meeting place. While waiting, we took some pictures…
Then, at 8pm, we went back to New York. We’re really dead tired. We’re sent home at 11pm. Gaaaah. But, at least we had fun. Thank God for that day! It was an amazing day! I had a great day with them, super fun! ๐Ÿ™‚